How people life daily lifes

Life can be really though for some people. I remember grouping even though I'm still in the process of growing. Not having a father really had much effects on me. I often felt low self esteem. I loved my dad and whished he'd care even once. Well i grew up among seven children me being the sixth. Life really gave it to me though. Had to struggle to feed. Couldn't live life likes i saw people around me do. I'm a girl with dreams but because we don't have money i have to forget my dreams and struggle to survive a day. I pray God helps this country become better. People are really suffering