Chemo

Okay, I want to share something really personal and heartbreaking for me, so please don't judge me, but I really need to talk to someone about this, and maybe posting here could be the start.

I'm battling stage 4 breast cancer, and things aren't looking too good. Chemo is taking the last bit of energy I have left. I'm mostly lying in bed now. Even standing up or using the bathroom feels like a challenge.

I lost my job because of my disease, and my husband is working two jobs trying to pay the bills and take care of everything at home. We have a 5 year old child who is now living with his grandparents because we simply don't have time for him right now, and that breaks my heart. I'm dying, and I can't even see my baby because he's in another state now.

My husband is trying to help me stay positive, and he keeps saying this is only temporary, and that when things become more stable, we'll all be together again. But honestly, I really doubt that time will ever come. I keep blaming myself for all of this.

I know my main goal right now should be to get better, but my faith is in crisis. Sorry if this is too heavy for some of you, but this is what I'm dealing with. I hope you're all doing better.

The chemo is robbing you of a certain vitamin I believe it's k but in the meantime why don't you just stop the chemo and aggressively attack this with something that fights parasites cuz it could be the chemo that is breaking down what you are taking for parasites and not making it work so well I pray to God that this is the answer for you and I'm just saying why don't you pray and ask God if this is the answer stop the chemo and fight this with natural solutions such as Fenbendazole 

444 mg there are some out there that are made in the USA you don't want to buy it from Amazon 

Download it directly to the manufacturer and there is a another idea that I just learned about that I can't wait to get to the grocery store to buy but we're in the middle of nasty storms so I may not be able to get out for a couple days still if you want to know what it is just DM me private message me just push my picture and I'll send you grocery store item that I just learned that may help