Many times I suspected that my wife was cheating on me.Well I was not sure and most of the time when I accuse her on me she will deny and calls me insecure and delusional.I am a Rasta and I smoke marijuana.Sometimes she will tell me to stop smoking too much marijuana course it makes me think things that do not exist.
One day after returning from job hunting I found her cell phone on the table, look like she forgot it when rushed to work.Ok , I took it and it needs a password.With few attempts I managed to open it using our daughters date of birth as her phone password.I open the phone but I could not find anything that link to my suspicion about the cheating.
Few hours later while I was cooking able call came,it was a male voice on the other side."who is this?",,me trying to sound serious and real."Sorry bro , wrong number,",it was a voice from the Man.Before he could hang up I quickly asked if he knows the person who gave her those numbers,he said he got them from my wife and he Is an ex.
That moment I felt lose in my stomach,I felt like I was sick and weak.I asked him if they are in relationship,he told me to ask that to my wife and he dropped the call.Right there,I started to ask myself many questions,why , how did it starts, what was the reason for this.
A lot of questions raised in my mind,I was shaking, even the food I cooked looks like a poison.There was this thing in my heart that says I should pack my bag and go .But again she the one who has money course she was working and pays the bills.So patiently waiting for her to return to home.As usual she was late and complains of traffic and all.
Then she rushed to the shower after that.I was silence and confused.How come the woman who claims to love go to another man and come home to share bed with a person she calls the love of her life.After taking a shower she came out and the first thing she demanded was her phone.I confronted her about the Man but she refused to to tell me all about him.
I asked for his name and still she gave me a wrong name.When I asked her if she has a affair with him she told me that it was silly ex who can't move on after the breakup.So asked why did she gave him the numbers,.She told the man was just asking about how she was doing and all that.Then I asked if she can call the dude so that he can explain it better, that's when she refused .
Luckily I managed to copy the numbers and I did the call and the same voice again.When I look at where she was standing she was in a great panic when she asked me to drop the phone and ready to talk.She confessed everything about the affairs.Right there I felt something came out of my heart like someone stole my happiness.
I asked for the kids if they are mine, what she said broke me more when he says that the last born was not mine and it that man's child.I have never been the same since that day, when I look at her I feel disgust and anger.One day as I was hunting for the job I got a call from one of the company i was going to everyday to market myself.
Within a week after she left for work I took my daughter and take my car and take the other child to her work.I did not say anything,all I just was to show the kid where her mother works and I waited for 30 minutes.after noticing that she is not returned I started my car and take a road that will make me to start over again.
I am now living with my daughter and I don't have any regrets . Sometimes her mother will call, then I will hand the phone to my daughter to answer.i m happy with our lives right now.
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