Why do I really have to turn gloomy  on this days. 

I mean do I really have to rain at the rainy days? 

I should be filled with more colors than a rainbow 

I remember my days has been so Bluey too. 

Like the days I'd eat a lot and my tummy would instantly resemble a football.

Or the days I'd be awake late at night watching videos. 

The days I tried teaching some girls at my class how to twerk, though I was completely learning also. 

Days I'd dance merrily at every single party I go to. 

Days I'd reverse so good and be sure that I'll become so excellent at driving a car, cause I felt perfection whenever I had to push maybe a little bicycle or a truck. 

The good old days I got lusted in my beauty at the front of a mirror and adore every single day. 

Days I only saw the good future ahead without worries. 

Days I played with the little children around. 

Those days I was goddam so confident and even ready to face the president without a bit pressure. 

Days I fell in love with humans who never really reciprocated but I didn't care. 

Days I'd chase after rats and feed snails. 

Days I saw little or no offense in anything at all. 

Days I taught I had super powers and was an iron lady. 

Here I am now a full teenager, forever anxious and shaking. 

Asking myself lots of questions that has no replies. 

Days I'd smile and still cry, days I'm bothered by affections but will stay isolated. 

Days I'm bothered about taking the right steps and giving all my worries to God. 

It's all part of the teenage fever but we definitely don't let those ruin us. 

So cheers to better and most fulfilling days. Hopefully I'll meet you at the top too. 

Just Necheey being Necheey.