THE BEST I EVER HAD

THE BEST I EVER HAD

Hannah, my mother's name. She bears my biological mother's real name. She is the best I ever had. Till date, I still think about her. She has built a mansion inside my mind, she has erected a castle right in the middle of my soul. I have traveled far and wide.

I have shuttled from north to south hoping to find the feeling close to what I had with Hannah.

But it seems I will keep searching forever! I have dived down the deepest oceans, climbed high to the highest hills, I have run faster than the fasted runner, hapless, hopeless, chasing to catch up with the exact ecstacy I once had with Hannah but the more I run, the farther it gets from me.

How can love be this cruel? how can feelings be this deceptive? How could I feel so happy with Hannah and cannot feel same with dozens of other woman I have being with ever since I broke up with her.

I wanted that same feeling I once had with Hannah so badly and it made me to jump from one relationship into another still without luck, Now! I guest it's time to give up! 

BY PATRICK JAMES

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