Love is not a simple thing.
MY FIRST LOVE:
I always thought 'love' was not for me. It's not possible for someone to love me. I was always silent from a very young age. I don't talk with anyone - not even my own mother. I felt like no one really got me. My mother always told me, " why don't you speak something? It's very annoying when you don't talk. Atleast open your mouth for something". My friends, relatives even my family members said the same. "SPEAK.SPEAK.SPEAK." I wanted to run away. I wished someone would just let me be me. Slowly, i hated humans and mostly never came in contact with them, except my mother, father and sister- for family purposes. They said I might be in love, I might be thinking something serious.and they even told I might be depressed. To be homest, there was nothing in my mind. NOTHING. I never thought about anything seriously. I never let anyone to be close to me. I mostly avoided people. I always go with the quote, 'less people, less drama'.
And yeah, one younger boy came into my life like a breeze. I never let any dramatic persons to even talk with me. He was a bit like me - silent. But his eyes always spoke a lot more than his mouth. For the first time in my life ever I wanted someone to speak more. He had so many things but never says anything once he sees me. He was a bit of socializing person but when it came to me, he got dead silent. That is when I realised, he was not silent, he was silent only to me. He spoke about me to his friends and to his sister, who is my best friend. But I had no idea about all that. But after all this, I know God gave him in my life. I don't know if we'll end up together. But I'm sure God gave him in my life for something which I don't know yet.
Whatever it is, every person we encounter or cross paths with in life, It's all planned by him for our own good. Some might accompany us alongside for certain period of time, but some will be with us for a long , long time.
~ Yours sincerly,
The quiet voice in the crowd. :)
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