This is about me and people who are like me

People that are interested in my life should come have a seat and read what I'm about to say.

Firstly I'd like to introduce myself, just my age tho. I'm 20 years and that's all the introduction I'm giving. I want to stay unknown. Just only the username would make pple know it's me.

So my life started pretty well. I was a cheerful person that always smiled and people always liked me. I wasn't that pretty and by the way I wasn't ugly too, I was just there😂. I grew up with my grandmother which I loved so much and I would do everything to make sure she's happy and everyone is happy.

This isn't a relationship story like I said. This is about my life. Years after being the happy girl I was always, I woke up one morning and I realized I was getting too chubby like fat and I started loosing my shape and all😭. It really got to me that I couldn't do anything, I was always sad but there was nothing I could do to it, I was just fat. I really hated the fact that I was fat, I know it ain't something bad to be fat but this really left me broken. 

In no time I accepted my fate that I was fat and I had to always live with it but I had to face consequences and which I'm still facing. I started developing social personality disorder and it became pretty serious. I couldn't go out alone, talk to people, go into crowds, I had to even wear baggy clothes so my body fat won't show. I really hated my self. 

I hated my self to the point that I was comparing my self to others and I really do regret ever doing this, I even considered surgery and all that. But I guess they weren't all my thing. So I just stopped showing my self to the world because I became scared that the former me that was cheerful and had everything was better and that's the kind of person people want not the real me that's already fat. 

I have regrets about this, because I wish I could have done things better then than now but I think it's kinda too late 

Story continues in the next article