A Letter To My Secret Lover

The comes the sun goes the night draws over still dying of love for you, 

My mind speaks a fluent english but the mouth brings out something else, 

I reherse every night, i arrange my words but everything goes before you, 

What are you that my heart goes crazy for? what did you do to me you secret lover?

Before you the courage disappears just leaving me smiling with no word for you, 

I love you but how can i say it to you? how on earth am gonna say while looking at you?

''Hey you're beautiful'' but what do i say next? '' Hey do you have a boyfriend''? what if you say yes what will be my next statement? i really don't know, 

I just feel the sweet love, the love that i cannot express myself, the love that lies deep in my heart.