I WAS CRUSHED BY MY CRUSH
Her name is Anita. An average height, chubby and light skinned lady in her early 20's. Blessed with feline curves and dazzling cleavages. Anita's physical endowments were enough to turn necks and to get any healthy man erect. I once thought I was overly disciplined and could not be moved by a woman's body but I disappointed myself at my first glance at Anita.
Engrossed in some domestic chores at my house in surullele, Lagos, I couldn't help but rush out of my room when I noticed Anita walking on the street from my window. Wherever she was headed was immaterial to me. As I stepped out of the house and approached her, I stuttered the words 'hello I am sam' and the conversation continued from there. Trust me when I say that she was very friendly and a accomdating in her disposition towards me and for me it was a strong crush at first sight. I did some metres with her treaking and conversing concurrently when I realized I needed to return to my task at home. I asked for her number and she obliged. Out communication was more on phone than a face to face thing as she would rarely come out to the street except she needs to buy something from the shops around. We knew ourselves for 1 months and over the weeks, what I felt for her was heightening but I didn't just know how to tell her. I was just lacking in courage. 2 months Into our casual relationship, I finally let the cat out of the bag. I finally found the balls to tell I was crushing on her and that I wanted us to date. She smiled at me though not shocked as if she already knew it. She told me that it's rather late. She said that I would probably have had a chance with her if I had mentioned my feelings earlier. Wanting to know what she meant by too late she told me that just weeks ago she met a guy who also stays on the area and who got very serious with her, asked her out and so she decided to give him a chance. I asked who the guy was and she mentioned a name that made me hate myself. The guy whom she is now dating is someone I used to dislike with passion because of her pride and lousiness. Whatever happened to her taste to have accepted him I pondered within me. But they were together and doing things that lovers do. I got me so pained and domolarized and more so because she seemed to be crazy about him - hmmmmn. My 'crush has really crushed me'. I feel miserable and bitter within me. But what can I do other than wait with hopes that thier relationship will spoil quick so I take over. But what if she does not accept me by then when I asked her out again? I don't want to think about that possibility!
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