My experience : loved but didn't get to be loved back

                  MY EXPERIENCE

I was in grade 5,and the time came and i got to love a handsome boy who was in grade 7. He was so serious than you would ever imagine and people used to say that he plays himself. His classmates called him jesus because of how polite and honest he was. Days later we've got to know each other but it was on social media during vacations. When we came back to school we meet and talked in the mainhall,and our friendship began. Days passed and i felt in my heart that i love him but in our culture no girl normally tells a boy that she loves him so i prefered to keep it in my heart. He would greet me,and talk to me but not much. I always got jelous when I saw him with other girls but just kept it in my heart.

 

On day i went to visit him in the class but he wasn't there so from that time i felt like giving up on him. I had a bestfriend whom i used to tell my fellings and ask her for advice but it was to challenging for her to suggest the best advice.

 

Because they were in the last grade and preparing for exams, my friend suggested that i would buy him a success card. So she helped me to order it and helped me to write in it.At the last day i had to go to see him and give it to him,so i first to him that i will come to see him in the evening.He reacted as if it mean't nothing but i didn't give up. So i went to see him in the evening and wished him all the best in the coming exams and also gave him a success card.I had much fear on what he would think later but i didn't blame myself or regret.Early in the morning he came searching for me but i had already gone home,he sent a message to on of my friends to tell me that he was sorry to not provide me with much time after realising that i loved him. Now we are in relationship and it means much to each of us.

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