Life is kinda interesting. Few days ago I heard stories of girls wanting a guy but not getting them. But there's one particular type of "wanting a guy" that is so different.
New couple girlie can relate well. I know you had this one guy that had always clinched on you. Merely seeing you two together, people depicts a bright future of two grown kids working on how they can become one.
I know right, He's tall and had the right size of shoe. Bright and brilliant. Helps you with math and cooks for you. Gets you your favorite snacks without asking. When you are beside him, you laugh. Not just any type but the loud one. The one that drives him crazy (in your thought).
His name has Ola or Ade. but you prefer to call him "bighead", "long legs". He likes it. When you call him that. He calls you "Pretty". You smile without a blush for the love is innocent and pure.
It was just the both of you. No Romantic feelings. But everyone calls you a liar when you say "He's just a friend". You get comments like "You look cute together", "He's gonna be the one in the future" and so on. It doesn't bother you.
Love is crazy. How it crept into you relationship. Creating an awkward, silent and "ewkish" aura between you both. No more; wild laughters, weird names, laughing at suitors you rejected, escorting one another, reading together, late night gists.
Sometimes, most of us can't say NO nor YES. If we say NO, we feel guilty of hurting the one who had always purely loved us without complaints. If we say YES, we never liked him, we just enjoyed the bond and company. We become strangers again-
and fall in love with our life partners.
Dear that who I had treated that way,
I'm sorry we didn't end up together. The mistake we made was coming together. We shouldn't have banded strongly. I still like you though. Do you remember "Item 7"?, We went there when we both had lots of money to spend. Remember we both trekked from school to gate, you were tired because you carried both of our bags. I appreciate those moments but things will happen.
Take care.
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